I called the authorities when I discovered that my tombstone had
been desecrated in the small city of Port Jervis N.Y. I got the brush off.
I’m not famous,I’m not their friend, I don’t matter to them. I have no
peace. This is now a federal crime, that does not make a bit of
difference. Ya know what? It no longer matters to me. I tried my best
mom, you would know someway. I have all legal rights to your
parent’s tombstone and plot. I sorry that I found out to late. Even if
I had I could not go back there. Mary Ann your favorite niece who
came to see us every day. When she married Rohner she had only
his family to belong to. She broke all of our hearts . I know you hurt
the most though, because you helped raise her.
Even though I was always caring for you when you got sick, I was
never in your heart. I was at your side combing your soft lovely
hair I said “I love you mom”. You turned your head from me and said
“I don’t know what love is”. I know Marsha and Mike were also not
in your heart and we always felt it though and were never shown
any affection from you and dad. That’s not the way to raise kids we
never felt worthy of it. Dave loves me, but I hear your words coming
out, he tells me he understands,but every other time the ones
I loved had to go I pushed them away. I love my kind gentleman, I
say mean things to him and worse. He’s being pushed away. When
I start my tirades he hugs me and say’s ” I understand you baby”.
He says your in pain and what I have learned about people this past
year is going to send me to my grave. I have to let it go if I want to
survive, and I do because of him and my sister.
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